Pakistani students walk past a soldier standing guards outside the Army Public School yesterday. Photo / AP
Pakistani children returned yesterday to the school where Taleban gunmen killed 150 of their classmates and teachers last month, clutching their parents' hands tightly in a poignant symbol of perseverance despite the horrors they had endured.
It was the first time the school had reopened since the assault, and security was tight.
The nation has been reeling from the Decemeber 16 terrorist attack in Peshawar - one of the worst Pakistan has experienced.
Read more: Mastermind of Pakistan school massacre killed
The violence carried out by seven Taleban militants heaped pressure on authorities to end the stubborn insurgency that kills and maims thousands every year.
The massacre also horrified parents across the nation and prompted officials to implement tighter security at schools.
For Peshawar parents like Abid Ali Shah, Monday morning was especially painful as he struggled to get his sons ready for school, something his wife used to do.
She was a teacher at the school and was killed in the violence.
Both of his sons attended the school. The youngest was shot in the head but survived after the militants thought he was dead.
"A hollowness in my life is getting greater. I am missing my wife," Shah said.
He said he had wanted to shift his children to a different school or city but decided not to because they still have to take exams this spring.
"Everything is ruined here, everything."

A Pakistani mother escorts her children to the Army Public School targeted by Taleban militants last month. Photo / AP
His older son, Sitwat Ali Shah, 17, said that when he saw his brother break down in tears as they prepared to go to school he did as well.
Sitwat said both he and his brother have trouble sleeping and often wake up, crying for their mother.
"Those who have done all this to all of us cannot be called humans," Sitwat said, adding that he still wanted to go back to school and eventually become an air force officer.
A ceremony was held at the school to mark its reopening, and classes are to resume on Tuesday.
Security was tight, part of a countrywide effort to boost safety measures at schools in the wake of the attack.
A psychiatrist in Peshawar, Dr Iftikhar Hussain, said troubled parents have been calling to ask how they should discuss the attack with their children and how to respond when their kids have questions about the violence.
"It's a time of great depression and tension for all parents," he said.
The government has stepped up military operations in the tribal areas, reinstated the death penalty and allowed military courts to try civilians - all attempts to crack down on terrorism.

Pakistani students at a government-run girls school pray for the victims of Taleban attack, as schools reopened yesterday. Photo / AP
But in an attack on Monday, gunmen killed seven paramilitary soldiers in the southwestern Baluchistan province, underscoring the dangers the country still faces.
The Pakistani Taleban also released a new video message Monday, showing the school attackers sitting in a row, carrying weapons while one of the militants reads a final testament in Pashto.
The second half of the video featured what was purported to be a telephone conversation between one of the militants and their handler as the attack was unfolding.
According to the subtitles, the handler encourages them to drag out the fighting and not to get arrested.
In Peshawar, media and vehicles were kept hundreds of metres away from the Army Public School, which had coils of barbed wire freshly installed on top of the compound's walls, and two helicopters circled overhead.
Some women brought garlands of flowers and draped them around the children.
Passages from the Koran were read and the national anthem was sung while parents, students and teachers were given pamphlets about the psychological impact of terror attacks on children.

Pakistani soldiers check vehicles near the Army Public School as it reopened yesterday. Photo / AP
On social media, some Pakistanis questioned why top government officials were not at the ceremony.
US Secretary of State John Kerry is visiting Pakistan, and Pakistan's foreign affairs adviser hinted Kerry might go to Peshawar on Tuesday to pay his respects to the victims.
The US State Department declined to comment on Kerry's plans.
Teacher Andleeb Aftab, who lost her 10th grade son Huzaifa in the attack, came to the school on Monday in a black dress and head scarf, walking to the place where she had last seen her son alive.
She said she chose to go back to school rather than sit at home and mourn.
"I have come here because the other kids are also my kids," she said. "I will complete the dreams of my son, the dreams I had about my son, by teaching other students."
On Sunday night, 15-year-old Ahmed Nawaz said he was still in constant pain and being treated for his badly wounded left arm but he was determined to go back.
For the militants, he said he had one message: "We are not scared of you."
But in many families, apprehension mixed with anger.
Aurangzeb Khan lost his 16-year-old son in the attack while his other son survived.
"We all are scared after this incident," Khan said. "I am not satisfied about what they are claiming or what they are doing for security and safety of the children."
Pakistani children returned yesterday to the school where Taleban gunmen killed 150 of their classmates and teachers last month, clutching their parents' hands tightly in a poignant symbol of perseverance despite the horrors they had endured.
It was the first time the school had reopened since the assault, and security was tight.
The nation has been reeling from the Decemeber 16 terrorist attack in Peshawar - one of the worst Pakistan has experienced.
Read more: Mastermind of Pakistan school massacre killed
The violence carried out by seven Taleban militants heaped pressure on authorities to end the stubborn insurgency that kills and maims thousands every year.
For Peshawar parents like Abid Ali Shah, Monday morning was especially painful as he struggled to get his sons ready for school, something his wife used to do.
She was a teacher at the school and was killed in the violence.
Both of his sons attended the school. The youngest was shot in the head but survived after the militants thought he was dead.
"A hollowness in my life is getting greater. I am missing my wife," Shah said.
He said he had wanted to shift his children to a different school or city but decided not to because they still have to take exams this spring.
"Everything is ruined here, everything."
A Pakistani mother escorts her children to the Army Public School targeted by Taleban militants last month. Photo / AP
His older son, Sitwat Ali Shah, 17, said that when he saw his brother break down in tears as they prepared to go to school he did as well.
Sitwat said both he and his brother have trouble sleeping and often wake up, crying for their mother.
"Those who have done all this to all of us cannot be called humans," Sitwat said, adding that he still wanted to go back to school and eventually become an air force officer.
A ceremony was held at the school to mark its reopening, and classes are to resume on Tuesday.
Security was tight, part of a countrywide effort to boost safety measures at schools in the wake of the attack.
Schools up security
Schools around Pakistan have raised their boundary walls, added armed guards and installed metal detectors, although many have questioned why it took such a horrible attack to focus attention on school safety.A psychiatrist in Peshawar, Dr Iftikhar Hussain, said troubled parents have been calling to ask how they should discuss the attack with their children and how to respond when their kids have questions about the violence.
"It's a time of great depression and tension for all parents," he said.
The government has stepped up military operations in the tribal areas, reinstated the death penalty and allowed military courts to try civilians - all attempts to crack down on terrorism.
Pakistani students at a government-run girls school pray for the victims of Taleban attack, as schools reopened yesterday. Photo / AP
But in an attack on Monday, gunmen killed seven paramilitary soldiers in the southwestern Baluchistan province, underscoring the dangers the country still faces.
The Pakistani Taleban also released a new video message Monday, showing the school attackers sitting in a row, carrying weapons while one of the militants reads a final testament in Pashto.
The second half of the video featured what was purported to be a telephone conversation between one of the militants and their handler as the attack was unfolding.
According to the subtitles, the handler encourages them to drag out the fighting and not to get arrested.
In Peshawar, media and vehicles were kept hundreds of metres away from the Army Public School, which had coils of barbed wire freshly installed on top of the compound's walls, and two helicopters circled overhead.
Students draped with garlands
The chief of Pakistan's army, General Raheel Sharif, was on hand with his wife to greet and console the students.Some women brought garlands of flowers and draped them around the children.
Passages from the Koran were read and the national anthem was sung while parents, students and teachers were given pamphlets about the psychological impact of terror attacks on children.
Pakistani soldiers check vehicles near the Army Public School as it reopened yesterday. Photo / AP
On social media, some Pakistanis questioned why top government officials were not at the ceremony.
US Secretary of State John Kerry is visiting Pakistan, and Pakistan's foreign affairs adviser hinted Kerry might go to Peshawar on Tuesday to pay his respects to the victims.
The US State Department declined to comment on Kerry's plans.
Teacher Andleeb Aftab, who lost her 10th grade son Huzaifa in the attack, came to the school on Monday in a black dress and head scarf, walking to the place where she had last seen her son alive.
She said she chose to go back to school rather than sit at home and mourn.
"I have come here because the other kids are also my kids," she said. "I will complete the dreams of my son, the dreams I had about my son, by teaching other students."
On Sunday night, 15-year-old Ahmed Nawaz said he was still in constant pain and being treated for his badly wounded left arm but he was determined to go back.
For the militants, he said he had one message: "We are not scared of you."
But in many families, apprehension mixed with anger.
Aurangzeb Khan lost his 16-year-old son in the attack while his other son survived.
"We all are scared after this incident," Khan said. "I am not satisfied about what they are claiming or what they are doing for security and safety of the children."
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